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  Safe With You

  Kirsten DeMuzio

  Copyright © 2013 by Kirsten DeMuzio

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  No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any form or by any means electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording or by any information storage and retrieval systems, without prior written permission of the author except where permitted by law.

  Published by

  Kirsten Demuzio

  9054 Tabernash Drive

  Columbus, Ohio 43240

  The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.

  Cover design by Carey Abbott

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  CONTENTS

  Chapter One: Smokin’ Hot

  Chapter Two: Coffee Talk

  Chapter Three: Running Away

  Chapter Four: Walk With Me

  Chapter Five: Call Me

  Chapter Six: Surprise

  Chapter Seven: Up Against the Wall

  Chapter Eight: Missing You

  Chapter Nine: Limo Ride

  Chapter Ten: Taking Advantage

  Chapter Eleven: Midnight Swim

  Chapter Twelve: Hidden Camera

  Chapter Thirteen: Harper

  Chapter Fourteen: Strategy

  Chapter Fifteen: Finally

  Chapter Sixteen: Attention

  Chapter Seventeen: Girls Night Out

  Chapter Eighteen: Fireworks

  Chapter Nineteen: Announcements

  Chapter Twenty: Family Photo

  Chapter Twenty One: Behind Bars

  Chapter Twenty Two: Tempers Flare

  Chapter Twenty Three: Road Trip

  Chapter Twenty Four: Bedtime Story

  About the Author

  Sneak Peek of Lindsay’s Story

  Chapter One

  Smokin’ Hot

  On Monday afternoon I dodged puddles as I hurried along the sidewalk toward Starbucks. I had stayed after class to talk to my professor about the research paper I would be writing over the summer, and now I was 20 minutes later than normal to get my coffee. There was sure to be a long line by now. I had an hour between classes, and I visited this Starbucks every day for a coffee break. I was usually able to beat the rush and grab my favorite seat by the window, but not today. I groaned inwardly as I saw the line reaching almost out the door and shook out my umbrella before walking inside.

  Hopefully a table would free up by the time I got my coffee, otherwise I would have to drink my coffee outside in the rain. I smoothed my hair and busied myself with people watching while waiting for my turn. My eyes scanned the room full of NYU students talking or studying and stopped on the guy I had nicknamed Hot Coffee Guy – not because he was drinking hot coffee, but because he was smokin’ hot.

  I had first noticed him about two weeks ago, and he had been here every day since then – always here when I arrived and still here when I left. He sat at the same table near the Pick Up counter with his back to the wall. His hair was dark brown and short on the sides, but the top was just long enough to be a little messy. From what I could see of his body it was amazing – his gray shirt stretched snugly over broad shoulders and muscular arms.

  But it was his eyes that really got to me. On the few occasions I had glanced over when he had been looking at me, I was captivated by the intensity of his dark eyes, framed by thick black lashes, unable to look away. He was here today in his usual spot, looking mysterious and sexy as always, drinking his coffee and reading the paper.

  I was snapped back to reality by the Starbucks girl asking me for my order. As I moved to the Pick Up counter and waited on my drink I felt a hand on my lower back and tried my best not to scowl as I turned around to see Ryan Harper standing next to me. Our fathers had known each other forever – his was the mayor of New York City and mine was a US Senator from New York. Ever since he hit puberty and realized girls weren’t the enemy he had been trying to get me to go out with him.

  Three months ago I finally gave in. Two weeks ago I finally gave up. Even though we were great together in theory and he was classically handsome with dark blond hair and blue eyes, I found myself running through my To Do list when he kissed me. When he pushed me to get more physical, I knew it was time to break it off. I was relatively inexperienced, but I knew that I should want to get close to my boyfriend, not find excuses to push him away. As a connoisseur of steamy romance novels, I wanted the heat and the passion and the undying love. And I wasn’t willing to settle for anything less.

  I know my cousin, Lindsay, thinks that I’m crazy waiting around for something she doesn’t believe exists. But I know it will happen someday, and I also know my decision to break it off with Ryan was the right one. Apparently he disagreed. I had been fielding calls and texts from Ryan for the last week, and my patience was wearing thin.

  “Hey, Taryn. I left you a message yesterday,” he said, moving in too close for comfort. “Yes, Ryan, I got your message. And I was hoping you would get mine when I didn’t call back,” I snapped. I heard a low chuckle from behind me.

  “You’ve had enough time to cool off. Stop playing hard to get and come back to me.” Okay, that did it. Clearly politeness was not going to cut it. I narrowed my eyes and poked my finger into his chest, “You listen to me, Ryan Harper. We are never ever ever getting back together. Ever.” I harbored a secret obsession with country music, and I must have been channeling Taylor Swift at the moment. “I’m sorry to be so blunt, but you need to stop.”

  I grabbed my drink off the counter and tried to walk past him, but he snagged my wrist and practically whined, “Taryn…” I tried to pull my wrist free from his grasp when I sensed someone come up behind me. “I think the lady is done talking to you. Let her go or you’ll be talking to me outside,” a low deep voice rumbled. I didn’t have to turn around to know who it was. That sexy voice could only come from one person.

  Ryan looked from Hot Coffee Guy to me and back again, scowling, before releasing my wrist and walking away without another word. I hoped he would give up now, but somehow I doubted it. I turned around and stumbled back a step when I realized how close to me Hot Coffee Guy was standing. He gently held my elbow to steady me as I looked up at him. His eyes were so dark they were almost black and he was looking at me intently with a worried expression on his face. “Are you okay?”

  “Yes, thank you,” I said looking around for an empty table, but not finding one. “You can sit with me if you’d like,” he said gesturing to his table. I smiled and sat down across from him. Sitting face to face with Hot Coffee Guy, whose gorgeous face could have been on a billboard in Times Square, was definitely out of my comfort zone. Well, here goes nothing.

  “I’m Taryn Ross.” I stuck out my hand and he shook it. “It’s nice to meet you, Taryn Ross. I’m Wyatt Hunter, but my friends call me Hunt.” I scrunched up my nose and said, “I think I’ll stick with Wyatt.” He laughed and took a drink of his coffee.

  “Thanks for helping me out. I’m not usually a confrontational person.” He leaned back in his chair and crossed his ankle on his knee. “I almost felt sorry for the guy. For a minute there I thought I might have to rescue him from you,” he teased.

  I rolled my eyes, “Don’t feel sorry for him. He’s got plenty of girls lined up to keep him company. For some reason he keeps coming after me.” Wyatt raised his eyebrows, “For some reason? I’d question his sanity or his sexual orientation if he wasn’t after you.” I brushed a hand over my long light brown hair that was currently pulled back in a low messy ponytail. I usually didn’t wear much makeup and today was no exception. I glanced down at my outfit – gray NYU t-shirt, faded skinny j
eans and my navy blue rain boots with yellow ducks on them. Nothing too special about me today.

  Wyatt followed my eyes down, “Nice boots.” I laughed and stuck out a foot. “Don’t let me keep you from studying or whatever it is you normally do,” he said as he picked up the paper he had been reading, but his eyes stayed on mine.

  “Oh, right,” I said looking away. I had forgotten for a moment that he offered me a seat because there were no other open tables. I reached into my bag and hesitated. I was at a very emotional point in the book I was reading and I really didn’t want to start crying in front of him. That’s if I was even able to concentrate with him sitting two feet away from me.

  He noticed my hesitation and asked, “Is everything okay?” I smiled and pulled out my book. My dad always told me that honesty is the best policy. “Well…I would normally be reading this smutty romance novel right now, but it’s at a really emotional part and I think it would be weird and uncomfortable if I started crying when you were so nice to share your table.”

  I peeked up at him from under my lashes to see if he thought I was totally insane, but instead he had a smirk on his face. He gestured toward my book, “Smutty, huh?” I rolled my eyes and laughed, “You’re such a guy. Of course you would zero in on that word.” I stuffed the book back into my bag and pulled out a notebook.

  “I guess I’ll study since I have finals coming up in a few weeks,” I sighed. His eyebrows pulled in as he watched me put my book away. “What?” I asked thinking maybe I had coffee dripping off my chin or something equally embarrassing stuck on my face. “You cry over a book?” I shrugged one shoulder. “Well, yeah. I think books get me even more than movies, because you can really get inside the characters head and feel what they feel…” I trailed off, not wanting to babble. “Hmmm,” he said thoughtfully and went back to reading his paper.

  I was trying to concentrate on my studying, I really was. But Wyatt had finished his coffee and popped a piece of gum into his mouth. Never before had I found gum-chewing to be so sexy. The way his strong jaw was clenching as he chewed, and he occasionally licked his bottom lip. I couldn’t help myself from glancing at him from the corner of my eye, and I think I’d read the same page of notes fifteen times, not able to focus on the words.

  A little while later I glanced at my phone and saw it was time for me to go. I stood up and started gathering my things. “I have to get to my next class.” Wyatt stood up with me and took my empty cup and his to the trash. He held out his hand to me and said, “It was a pleasure sharing a table with you, Taryn Ross.” I shook his hand, noticing how warm and strong it felt, and he held on a moment longer than necessary, squeezing my hand gently before releasing it. “Goodbye, Wyatt Hunter.”

  After my last class of the day I hurried to the street and hailed a cab to take me to my weekly session with my therapist, Dr. Flannigan. Once there I slipped off my duck boots and curled my feet under me on the couch. Dr. Flannigan leaned back and laced his fingers together over his rather large stomach. “So, Taryn, it’s been two weeks since you ended your relationship with Ryan. Are you still happy with that decision?”

  I twirled a lock of hair around my finger, and I thought about that for a minute before answering, “Well, I guess I feel good about it. If anything I feel relieved that it’s over. If that makes any sense.” Dr. Flannigan pushed his glasses up on his nose and nodded – he did that a lot. “I think that makes perfect sense, Taryn. From what you told me about your relationship, you were never able to open up to Ryan about your past and how it has shaped you into the person you are today.”

  I opened my mouth to reply, but he held up a hand to stop me. “I know you don’t think your childhood has any bearing on your life today, but it does. The issues you have with intimacy and trust stem from being abandoned as a child.” Based on my years of therapy and my current course of study in psychology, I knew he was right, but I really hated dwelling on the past. Besides, my main motivation for breaking up with Ryan was because of a lack of passion. Granted I had never actually felt this passion I had only read about, but I believed deep down that it existed and that I would know when I found it.

  “So where do I go from here?” Dr. Flannigan rubbed his chin. “I think you’ve made tremendous progress by ending your relationship with Ryan. You were not getting what you needed from the relationship and you took the initiative to fix that. The next step would be finding someone you do feel comfortable confiding in.”

  I opened my mouth, but again, he held up his hand to silence me. After weekly sessions for twelve years, Dr. Flannigan knew me really well. “Someone outside your family, Taryn. I’m not saying you need to force anything, but if you do feel a connection with someone, be open to exploring it on a deeper level.” My thoughts immediately flew to my coffee companion from earlier, and I bit my lip as I imagined exploring him on a deeper level.

  When I got back to the apartment I shared with Lindsay later that evening after a stop by the library, I was disappointed to find the apartment empty. Thanks to our parents, we had a much nicer apartment than any college student deserved. It had two bedrooms and two bathrooms and a decent size open concept living/dining/kitchen area.

  My dad spent a lot of time in Washington DC, so my mom had stayed home with me here in the city during my first two years of college. My parents finally let me move out at the beginning of this school year, and my mom went overboard on decorating. It was very shabby chic with light colors and cottage decor even though we were in a high rise in the middle of the city. But Lindsay and I loved it.

  I couldn’t wait to update her on my pseudo coffee date with Hot Coffee Guy, I mean Wyatt. If I ever talked to him again I would have to be careful not to call him that. Dinner consisted of macaroni and cheese out of a box that I inhaled while watching The Bachelor. I never missed an episode, and despite the show’s poor track record of happily ever afters, I remained hopeful season after season.

  Lindsay had texted me that she wouldn’t be home until late, so I didn’t bother waiting up and went to bed when the show was over. She didn’t say where she was, and I hoped it wasn’t with Evan Edmunds. Make that Professor Edmunds, her very married business law professor who had been showing a very unprofessional interest in Lindsay. I was thinking of Lindsay and her mess of a love life when I fell asleep, but it was Wyatt who inhabited my dreams.

  Chapter Two

  Coffee Talk

  I took a little extra time getting ready the next morning, and since it was a warm sunny day I chose a denim mini-skirt, pink v-neck shirt and flip flops. I even took time to curl my hair and put on mascara and lip gloss while I listened to Miranda Lambert, my happy music. Lindsay always teased me about my love of country music saying I must have been born in the South.

  In fact, I didn’t know where I had been born. My mom and dad, Rebecca and James Ross, had adopted me when I was nine years old. I thanked God every day that they had found me, because they gave me love that I had never known before. I don’t like to think about what my life would be like without them or what it was like before they found me.

  Lindsay knocked on my door, pulling me out of my thoughts, and we walked to campus together. “You look cute today,” Lindsay said. It was rare for me to wear makeup and curl my hair just to go to class. I shrugged, “Thanks.” She nudged me with her shoulder, “So, who’s the guy?” The girl didn’t miss a thing. I smiled as I pictured Wyatt with his thick dark hair and even darker eyes.

  “Well, you remember Hot Coffee Guy that I’m always drooling over at Starbucks?” Lindsay actually clapped her hands and jumped up and down, her blonde ponytail bouncing around her shoulders, “You finally talked to him?” I filled her in on my encounter with Ryan and my subsequent conversation with Wyatt.

  “He was probably just being nice. I mean, I’m sure he would have done that for any girl.” Lindsay shook her head, “Maybe. But he didn’t have to share his table with you. Do you think he’ll be there today?”

  “I think so. I mea
n he’s been there every day for the last two weeks.” Lindsay gave me a quick hug, since we had reached the point where we parted ways, and said, “Well, you’ll know today if he’s interested. If he just smiles politely, then move on. But, if he goes out of his way to talk to you, then you’ll know he’s into you.”

  I walked the rest of the way to my class lost in thought. For all the romance books I read, I had yet to experience any real romance in my own life. And never had I obsessed over a guy as much as I had obsessed over Wyatt in the last twenty four hours.

  After my second class I walked quickly to Starbucks with butterflies in my stomach. He had been there every day for two weeks, so I was fully expecting him to be at his usual table, and I was uncertain how I should act. Should I say “hi” or just ignore him? Maybe he wouldn’t even remember me. I reached the front door and took a deep breath before stepping inside.

  He was there at his table, looking like he just came from working out in gym shorts, a snug t-shirt, sneakers and a gray baseball cap covering his dark hair, and he must have been watching the door, because his eyes met mine instantly when I walked in. A slow sexy smile spread across his face and he held up an extra cup of coffee. I was totally surprised and it must have showed on my face, because he chuckled lightly as I walked over and sat down.

  “I got you an iced vanilla latte. It looked like what you were drinking yesterday.” I took a quick sip, “Thanks, it’s perfect… How did you know I would be here?” He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, “Well, you come in here every day at the same time and order the same drink. I hope it’s all right. I really enjoyed talking to you yesterday.” He actually looked a little nervous; like he was afraid I might get up and walk away. It was very endearing on someone who normally looked so confident and even a little rough around the edges. I had to bite my lip to keep from grinning like a fool. For the first time ever in my life, I was actually excited to talk to someone, and I thought about Dr. Flannigan. He said if I felt a connection with someone, I should be open to exploring it, and I was certainly feeling a connection with Wyatt.